A week filled with "Sigh"

So I didn't play a lot but when I did it was filled with beats, non - completing draws yada yada which leads to lots of "sigh". Only played 18xx hands of 25nl and 50nl. Ended up -$36.xx. If it was for the sigh factor it would have been hugely positive. Went deep in some Mtt's. Finished 30/2121 in a little $2 tourney on Stars. That yielded a whopping $10's. Bubbled a FTP tourney 19/184. That yielded a nice $0. Bubbled the 20K gntd last night on P*'s. Finished 6 spots from the money on a set over set hand. Another big sigh. Thinking I'm going to be in the top 100 starting the ITM stages to out really sucked. I feel like I'm playing well just not getting the results. This has been going on for awhile and it's really starting to hurt the confidence. I've also found myself tilting after bad runs lately, which I thought I had control of, but as I watch the 2,3,4 outers hit over and over I've been expeirencing some severe monkey tilt. I think I'm going to take the next couple of weeks off from playing at all and do some other things I enjoy. I feel like I've been neglecting my other hobbies and it could be time for a break (I say that but if the chance to play live comes I will most likely play). I've really been working hard on my course work and I'm seeing that pay off. I'm really hoping to get an invite to an honors society sometime in the spring as that's when they check and see who is eligible. So till next time...